#detransition dni

[ftmdilfmode]

I'm just constantly dreaming about sex during birth. Pushing helplessly as someone pounds my ass, not caring if it pushes the baby back in or makes it harder for me. Not caring if they hurt me. Just the feeling of someone forcing themselves in me so they can feel every contraction, every push, every single motion of my body. The humiliation and embarrassment knowing that whoever is between my legs delivering the baby is also watching me get pounded. Maybe someone is recording, under the guise of family memories, but really they're planning on uploading it to pornhub. The pure helplessness of my body trying to deliver and stretch a baby out of my cunt against the pressure stretching my ass.

I need it so bad. I'd give up everything just to feel that.

[toddfoxglove]

Not trying to be rude, I respect your DNI and boundaries and I'm not into the stuff in your DNI but I'm cis and don't understand. Don't you have to detransition if you're FTM and get pregnant? At least medically? I'm not being rude or mean. I'm just curious.

So, I guess I get this misconception, because people can't take testosterone during pregnancy, but pausing testosterone doesn't equal detransition.

Usually whenever people talk about detransitioning, generally, they mean going back to living as your agab or going through the process of undoing social, medical and physical transition. This is a concept that is absolutely horrifying to me and I cannot engage with it without becoming extremely distressed.

Lots of trans men, including myself, get pregnant and have children while still identifying as men and socially presenting as men. That's what my whole deal is about.

Personally, I have gone through a pregnancy and C-section while living as an out trans man, and that was enjoyable and empowering for me. So that's the vibe I keep on my blog.

Also, since you're cis, I think I really need to stress here that being on hormones or getting surgery is not what makes somebody transgender. I was a man even before I started taking testosterone, I will continue to be a man even if I have to pause my testosterone for any reason in the future.

I'm not 100% sure how I feel getting this question from a cis person who is following me. I really don't know if my blog is what you're looking for based on your question. I'm not going to block you, but I really think you should reevaluate if you want to follow my blog because I am a trans man, who posts about being a trans guy with a breeding Kink, and I post heavily about my enjoyment and fetishization of my own transition.

You will never find any mention on my blog of me wanting to go back to my agab. Ever. But you will hear mentions on my blog frequently of me wanting to be a pregnant man, and enjoying being a man and enjoying my transition.

I hope this answers your question because it was a weird ass question. Sorry.

[toddfoxglove]

Transphobia and misgendering are never sexy, you're just transphobic and need help

Breaking people's consent regarding transphobia is sexual harassment and a hate crime, and if you do so online, you need fucking help.

Trans people don't deserve to be abused just because you're a bigoted loser

Periodic kink blog reminder that:

Real sexism is not sexy.

Real sexual harassment is not hot, it’s awful.

Real women don’t owe you anything for simply existing.

If you’re doing anything without consent, you are objectively wrong, vile, and a predator.

If you disagree with any of the above, unfollow me and seek professional help.

[tyrianludaship]

Hey if you're trans, non-binary or intersex and have f/os that live in the past, I want you to know that they would support you. They would not force you to detransition or think of you as lesser because of it. They maybe wouldn't understand at first and might say something ignorant or dumb, but they will always try their best to understand and respect you. Because that's what you deserve. And nothing less.

Proship / Comship / RPF Do Not Interact or Repost Please !

[fakeboybimbo]

My daddy likes to have me edge and not cum for him. He also likes to give me periods of time where I'm not allowed to touch or use my pussy at all and making me an anal-only whore for as long as he wants. I absolutely love all of this. As part of my daily edging for a while I did it in the men's bathroom at work. As a part of this I have started bringing dildos and condoms with me to the office.

I've discovered occasionally a plunger is left in the men's room and I have begged my daddy to let me edge my ass with it and he has been sweet enough to grant me that privilege. I have been a fakeboy in the bathroom at work with a condom-covered used plunger handle up my ass edging and edging and edging like the nasty whore I am. Any of my coworkers could walk in and hear or see what I'm doing, my girly pussy absolutely dripping with how good it feels. I find myself constantly hoping the plunger will be back so I can fuck myself with it.

[detransdniposting]

"Death before detransition"

Meaning "I'd rather catch a death sentence than detransition for you"

Meaning "You can take away my HRT but you'll never erase who I am"

Meaning "I was never my agab and I won't pretend for you"

Meaning "If you misgender me, you're dead to me"

Meaning "this is my life and I live in how I want, and I want to embrace my transness"

[caesthoffe]

Remembering and Fighting for Eden Knight

TW // Suicide, Transphobia, Forced Detransition

Eden Knight was a Saudi Arabic trans woman living in the United States, who on the morning of March 12th 2023, was discovered to have died by suicide after a twitlonger (which, upon reading, proved itself to be a suicide note) was posted to her Twitter account.

Her suicide note goes into detail, and explains the driving force behind her death. The manipulation by three people who lied to and betrayed the trust of Eden in order to force her into de-transitioning, all led by her influential religious conservative family.

Whether they want to admit it or not, they succeeded in what they did. As of March 13th 2023, her death has been confirmed.

(Note: This screenshot redacts her deadname, the original tweet both misgenders and deadnames Eden)

Eden gives the names of the people involved in, what is essentially her murder, so I will explain who they are and what they did to her.

Michael Pocalyko

Michael Pocalyko is the CEO of a company called “Special Investigations Limited." A business that claims they do “cyber security”, and “investigations."

Not only does Michael own this company, but he has also ran as a republican political candidate before, has sat on the boards of pharmaceutical companies, is tied to investment banking and equity firms, JP Morgan, as well as the Heritage Foundation.

He contacted Eden through one of her in-real-life friends, a self-proclaimed "fixer" who told Eden he could help mend her and her family's broken relationship. Michael, and his associate Ellen Cole, introduced Eden to (alleged) Saudi Arabian lawyer Bader Alomair.

Bader Alomair

Not much is known about Bader Alomairs background, but we do know his role with Eden. Bader told Eden he was a lawyer and got her an apartment in Washington D.C. He began to take care of her financially; Eden realized he was grooming her into de-transitioning, living in the closet, and she was now an illegal immigrant (her international scholarship, which she'd been using to go to school in America, had expired which meant she could be deported) who was financially dependent on him. Feeling she had no other option she caved to his demands and changed her physical appearance, along with discontinuing her hormone therapy. She even met with her father and got back into contact with her mother. At this point Michael and Ellen had ceased all communication with her, she had an emotional breakdown and “repented," as Bader booked her a flight to Saudi Arabia.

Final Notes and Thoughts

Eden Knight was failed by so many fucking people. Failed by her transphobic family who literally drove her to death because of their bigotry. Failed by the two American investigators who cared more about money than this poor girls life. Failed by the U.S. immigration system which should've provided her asylum and support.

Eden was a beloved member of the trans community. People knew her as a sharp, witty, thoughtful person who wanted to make the world a better place. She said,

"I hope that the world gets better for us. I hope our people get old. I hope we get to see our kids grow up to fight for us. I hope for trans rights world wide."

It's been eight years since Leelah Alcorn died by suicide, isn't it fucked how we're still fighting for the same things?

Eden deserved to be happy. All of us do.

[boygirldykething]

just until it's safe.

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[emilythefeminiist]

It's hard talking about my detransition online bc people will automatically assume that must mean that you hate trans people.

Like, I get in a sense that it's important to showcase how essential that kind of support and healthcare is for some, but like where is the place where I can advocate for myself and people like me, without centring another group around that conversation? We never do this with any other demographic, and when people do they get called out for it.

I've been told to "keep quiet" when advocating for myself and others, I've been told that I speak in "bad faith," but why can't I just talk about my struggles and that of my fellow detrans people? What's so wrong with that?

[ftmdilfmode]

I want to start a cult or pregnancy pact kind of thing with other trans men.

Basically, I want other trans men to be reckless and start "not not trying" to get pregnant like I am.

Here's the idea...

Don't stop your T, but lower your dose a little bit so you're more likely to ovulate.

If you're on the progesterone only pill or other birth control, stop it and insist to people around you that T is basically birth control.

Take vitamins with extra folic acid, even if they're not prenatal vitamins.

Drink lots of red raspberry leaf tea and pomegranate juice because they can increase ovulation.

If someone makes you use a condom for pregnancy prevention, poke a hole in the tip.

Track your ovulation and make the most of your fertile window.

Just generally get your boycunt full of cum as often as possible. It doesn't matter if you love them, it doesn't matter if they're attractive, their gender doesn't matter. If they have sperm, like vaginas, and see you as a man, you fuck them.

If you think you're pregnant, act like you already are until you can test, just in case. No smoking or drinking.

If you end up pregnant, pause your testosterone until delivery and figure out how long you keep it to yourself before telling everyone.

Let's just make an epidemic in 2025 of pregnant men across the world and see what happens. Let's make a seahorse dad cult.

[catocomet]

what makes me really sad about my one singular popular post is that it’s just me being an ally. actively doing the bare minimum. it shouldn’t be praised and it is

[horselesbo]

[impregnat-thisftm-girl]

DNI

Minors

Actual transphobes

Cis people who pretend to be trans for this kink

Israel supporters

Trump supporters

INTERACT

Actual trans people

Any religion

Palestine supporters

Respectful cis people

[tyrianludaship]

- Proselfship Blocklist -

[ VERY IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER: NONE OF THIS IS AN INDICTMENT TO SEND ANON HATE, DEATH/RAPE THREATS, ANY ATTEMPT TO DOX/SWAT THEM OR TO BOTHER THEM IN ANY OTHER WAY. I AM ONLY LISTING THIS AS A WARNING FOR OTHER SELFSHIPPERS TO NOT HAVE THEM ACCIDENTALLY INTERACT WITH PROSHIP ACCOUNTS. DO NOT HARASS ANYONE LISTED. JUST BLOCK THEM PLEASE. ]

@/proship-mafuyu [very self-explantory; proshipper and mainly revolves around incest]

@/muttship [proshipper; selfships with teenage characters (asuka langley soryu from neon genesis evangelion is 14); ages their self insert up to their 20s in that ship (unfortunately the carrd featuring their self insert was deleted last time i checked)

@/engiewife [proshipper; misc (as in, a lot) but specifically depicts engineer from team fortress 2 as their self insert’s uncle]

@/rayday-mayday [proshipper; mainly revolves around incest]

@/burning--past [proshipper; misc but focuses on teenage characters, sh0tas, and incest]

[note: this is not a comprehensive list at all.]

[oranaaa]

I want every detrans woman to know you’re not ruined. You’re not a lesser woman.

Time heals most wounds and I swear it will get better. You may feel like you’ll never be seen as a woman/AFAB but you will find your group that knows and that will be enough. Don’t let strangers dictate how you feel about yourself because you’re stronger than that!

It starts off very hard trying to learn all the secret languages of womanhood that you missed, but you’ll get them. And the women around you will help. Just be open and remember there’s no right way to be a woman.

The biggest thing for me was learning to set boundaries and protect myself from creepy men! I never had to learn to keep myself safe around men (I always felt a bit of fear around them, but I didn’t need to be when I was passing as one) and that ended up burning me later. If you do get burnt like I was, know that it’s not over and you’re not dirty. Some men can really suck and that’s not your fault. It’s his.

It’s okay to not share your story. It’s also okay to vent to others and allow yourself to trust them.

It’s up to you.

Just know that nothing anybody says will change the fact that you are a woman. People are more accepting of detrans people than you’d think. As long as you don’t try to force other trans people to change.

Read. Write. Do something active. Do something creative. Find a community of women.

You will survive this.

[fakeboybimbo]

My daddy told me to get fucked hard by five men this weekend in honor of international women's day. Last night I managed to get 4 of the five!

I went out dancing like I do. A guy was there with some friends and I decided to just be forward and say hey I'm really looking to get fucked hard. It was my first time behind some dumpsters near a small parking lot. It was three of them and I barely able to hold myself up I was so weak in my legs. At one point one was fucking me up against this gross brick wall, but holding me up with my legs around him. They all took turns and it was amazing. My pants and panties were off and and they pushed my shirt up over my tits.

So eventually a security guard came over when one of then was taking a second turn and they scattered. I couldn't run around without pants on. He was berating me and I was like if you want you could fuck me too?

He called me a disgusting bitch, but he fished his dick out and I got on my knees and sucked him and told him to please fuck me once he was hard. And the security guard fucked me too! After he came he said he better not catch me out doing this again.

I don't know if it was the fear or not but the security guard was the best fuck of the four. He could have easily fucked me and then kept me with me in even more trouble.

I have hickies all over my tits from those guys. It'll be fun tonight when I'm trying to get at least one guy to fuck me if he sees them he'll know I'm a slut.

Thank you daddy @dangerousrubbersoul for the privilege of getting railed by 4 men last night!